you played well

You know how you want things to get erased, 

For once and all.

I failed miserably,

Some things I will always remember.

Maybe it's an ode,

To something precious,

To you, 

For being my everything, 

Someone I will never forget.

Now I hope,

With distance, 

I won't see you nor you with anyone.

I will live, 

Not having to worry to bump into you or you with someone else.

Guess after months I couldn't get rid of that fear.

I wish you every happiness, 

This maybe a final good-bye,

At least be a good person,

To yourself.

Always painful,

Awfully​ painful,

Even after months and almost a year.