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one call
to calm my heart
to claim those things are same
for old times sake

but one call
never assured me the care I hoped for
brought vagueness
I was neither here nor there

to ask for one call
to see if things are same
to seek reassurance
to hope

never a good thing
never a hope
never a faith
but destroys your self-esteem.

In the past
I seek
for the clarity
but keep forgetting I have present
more profound than past.

To promise myself
a call or two
is like blindfolding myself
from unfolded truths.
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