i miei pensieri

BLESSED Do you get this feeling something inside beams at you cordials your heart greeting you  Do you get this feeling desiring bliss for all even to foes forgiving and forgetting  Do you get this feeling leaving past  embracing new smooching life do you get this feeling nothing matters in poise  glorifying presence  do you get this feeling you feel blessed  for everything that has happened  God propelled me to see my euphoria.

friendship Our friendship is like a chocolate ice cream Sugary and icy Our friendship is like a journey Unexplored and friendly Our friendship is like a sky Bright and vast Our friendship is like a designer bag Exclusive and classy Our friendship is like a husband and wife Sensitive and caring

In the blink of an eye Just a whisper of smoke You could lose everything The truth is you never know I have loved you for many years Maybe I am just not enough You've made me realize my deepest fear By lying and tearing us up Should've known your love was a game Now I can't get you out of my brain Oh, it's such a shame Send my love to your new lover Treat her better We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts We both know we ain't kids no more Send my love to your new lover Treat her better We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts We both know we ain't kids no more

HOPE Sometimes after a year or so When you are still single Let's meet again To complete what was left before Sometimes after a year or so When you are afraid Let's talk again For we have known each other inside and out Sometimes after a year or so When you long for love Let's give each other a chance For our bygone's sake Sometimes after a year or so When you are lonely Think about me For I always remember you Sometimes after a year or so When you need a friend Come to me For I always seek for your friendship Sometimes after a year or so If you are happy and reserved I hope we both are after a broken piece of us It's then a real goodbye.

I am a person with two souls sometimes, One inevitably strong, confident Other a weak But I embrace both. One wants me to try everything. Other a timid one But both my side Yearning me to accept them A rustic one says fuck tears But then fool still sulks into tears How I expect to stay unbiased Yet i succumb to second. There are times when both unites to one, That moment i don't oscillate I am a one happy soul With nothing to decide. A moment when two becomes one, perfect timing.

one call to calm my heart to claim those things are same for old times sake but one call never assured me the care I hoped for brought vagueness I was neither here nor there to ask for one call to see if things are same to seek reassurance to hope never a good thing never a hope never a faith but destroys your self-esteem. In the past I seek for the clarity but keep forgetting I have present more profound than past. To promise myself a call or two is like blindfolding myself from unfolded truths.

love? suppose to be eternal but mine ceased the magic disappeared and I lost my faith. suppose to be about trust but mine filled with mistrust tormented one another and we lost us suppose to be about friendship and we had none betrayal took over and we are two strangers now suppose to about care but it was more of slackness never a priority now here you are with no shame, and here I am with a heart filled with questions.