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You were once my significant other 
You were once my best friend 
You were once my soul mate
You were until...

Memories keep flashing 
You keep coming in 
And I doubt if I can ever move on 
But you did....

I am still hanging on 
I am still...
You pushed me away 
You did that just to make yourself happy 

Giving up, it never occurred to me 
All I wanted was us
Some things happened
You didn't have to amend

You gave up 
Like it was a casual thing 
Like you had this thought all along 
Could have told me so 

Now here I am 
Fighting this fight 
To keep those memories afar
To keep me intact

You said time will be a solution 
Space will be our solution 
But these solutions only brought us apart 
Here we are , two complete strangers 

Years didn't matter to you 
Feelings didn't matter to you
I didn't matter to you 
Well, I shouldn't either....

I see you smiling 
Going on and on with your new life 
I wish you the best 
And I pray for my best too.

If we ever cross our path 
Say no word 
Turn around 
Because I cannot spare you a smile.

It's a goodbye 
To you 
To us 
I am going to move on.

Moving on when I don't want to and I have no other option but to move on. I have to remind myself timely about your tainted heart and how I cannot let myself sulk.


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