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Anniversary special, 2 1,2, and we hope to reach 3,4,5 and infinity. because 1 was special and 2 is even more, and so will be others if we give each other a chance to grow together. because your name says you are the king, and by that makes me the queen, which you never fails to show. I am blessed beyond, and you know way too much of me; making me realize I am living with my shadow. There are days when I think we might kill each other, at least I was sure about it but 2 says we didn't, and today, 2 years 1 day is proving otherwise. off we go on our random, normal journey and living our best life. because there is you, I am here and I will be if you promise to stay right here... let cross 3,4 and infinity. today I celebrate you, a person who knows my inner dark thoughts, my confidante, who lifted me from the chaos. Thank you for being you. XOXO

I thought I will try to maintain notes that will help me remember the things that I have learned. Next writing to be based on tech-topics.

the constant battle to discover me, the dreads, and biased thoughts. the definite decisions never knock. lack of confidence defogs my dreams, making me question the steadiness of it. yet the molecular decisions, are stirring. I note, scrawl, of the tiny voices, because it's motivating, to know thyself. to the scared me, to the confused me, never be afraid to live with values and dreams you believe in. So I choose to dream, so many of them and I am just picking one because its time to make it true.

to dream is to live 夢を見ることは生きることです。

I like writing, reading the most.  but I don't read, nor I write. I am a visitor; to pages and to screens.  I scribble anything to everything. calling my feelings, harnessing myself. anything that makes slight sense,  but mostly it just sucks. but I don't give up, its therapy, cheap one for a cheapo like me. its a platform, it can be anything, diary, friends, mocker, anything that fits my emotions. basically, I think its self indulge twaddle.  that I love,  who keeps my secrets. anything to everything. this, one of many thoughts,  I am asking you to keep it because I need to free some space from my brain.  I have lots to process today, work and home. i miss home.